What I've noticed
About some of my in real life friends and some people my age is that they turn out to be someone they aren't.
We do change, but sometimes I look at that one person's personality and compare it to the personality they had earlier and think: "Damn I don't know you anymore.."
And I always think how they become delusional about some things, that's another reason why I lost my old in real life friends, I mean I simply stopped talking to them for time being because of that reason.
They were the person I wanted to hang out with, I wanted to be my friend, but when they changed or turned out to be someone else, I stopped believing they'll be that person from my memories ever again.
But I don't know... people change and life changes because of them, so some friends come and go... But for some people I can't accept that fact, because of my strong attachment to people.
This may be annoying for someone but I do attach, may 1 year being in my company I'll consider you a coolass friend.
2023