What I've realized

I realized that I belong to that certain group of people who are sentimental, emotional, sensitive. Who run every possible emotion they feel through almost everything. People who would give anything for love, to love someone and for someone to love them. But I think those people are few. I feel misunderstood, just like they do. Also invisible, for a time. I don't like that and it makes me feel useless and even angry sometimes. But whenever I'm angry, it turns into tears. I want to find myself in such a group of people, not only on the Internet, but also in real life. I want to feel that connection with someone who will understand me, who will have healthy communication with me, who will accept my love and attention. I may even be a bit of a "strange" person, and we are all "strange" in fact, which of course makes us different. But that's no reason to be isolated from everyone and nobody sees and understands me. And being oversensitive is not a reason to hide my emotions just to become someone I'm not. I want to be myself and for others to accept me as I am.

2023