observation about loneliness because of capitalism
I realized that we are all so lonely because of today's negativity and mistrust and technology and everything. Today, my friend vented to me that neither her mother nor the psychotherapist she goes to listen to or understand her, and they keep telling her how selfish and spoiled she is. She had a problem with it for a long time. That made me acknowledge, because I have a similar problem only to a lesser extent, and I also feel lonely but a little less. When she told me that, I couldn't give her a solution because I felt the same way. I could only sympathize and tell her how prevalent it is today because of capitalism. I noticed how much other people's venting bothers me because I have problems too, so other people's are superfluous to me, and the fact that I can't help because the obligations of capitalism keep me in chains makes me even more lonely and sad and let me add that everyone is in the same situation as me. The obligations of capitalism keep us in chains and we cannot grow with other people and create memories. When we are all in trouble no one can help us, but I believe that it will change, at least someone must have hope for it. Although reality is important to acknowledge, it is also important to be optimistic in that gray reality and simply hope for the better so that you can be whole for others if not for myself.
but i just wanted to say how sad i am because i am not in the position to help other people yet, i'm so sad man, i wish we could live in the world where everything is able to be solved right away, i wish i could be available, i wish all my hopes could fulfill, i wish to be there, to live, to live with everyone i know, i wish life wasn't so damn hard on everyone, i wish this life isn't pain but pure love
6/1/2025