I want to endure

I want to not answer to the devil's mockery. I want to recover from my impulses and love myself with pure love, not the prideful one. I want to accept myself the way I am, to be happy with what I have and appreciate small things. I want to be productive and let my hobbies distract me from the filthy thoughts devil injects in my head. I want to feel like I am not alone and to know that Lord Jesus Christ Son of God is right next to me and He is listening to me weeping. I want to find comfort in the fact that I am not alone, not in a mere hug or cuddles. Even though I'd appreciate those very much.

29/10/2024

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